heres some random information on what inspired some pieces;

suicidal urge | i was drunk and pissed off at people, not really suicidal
utter contempt for the monkey-race | kind of an expansion on themes stated in commercialism
might've beens | true story
ode to a cat | written after drinking two bottles of wine
bastard son of clifton park | the town i grew up in in beautiful upstate new york
pedophilia | its NOT what you think
red poem | called that cause i wrote it in red ink (my BIC died).
birdman |  I get a kick out of the cartoon.  It's on during the Toonami block on Cartoon Network
maddening nights of alcoholic excess | written after  i was drunk every night for a week
experimental poetry #1 | I actually used some high school mathematics to get the order for the words