she all the mentions of rhiannon drudge up pain memories of such happiness but all in vain i go in, seeing long term she (and all others before) think in short term use me throw me away ive gotten over most all but the most recent ex she destroyed something important to me something deep inside where no one sees not even myself all i know is that i feel the hole inside festering always present, never waining a day cannot go by without thinking of her how she made me feel (on top of the world!) and how she took that away so quickly so effortlessly so (to her) painlessly and to go on with her life not knowing, or (seemingly) caring about me alone in the rain losing everything i held dear just because i wanted to be loved i asked her once (while we were still together) "why me?" she said, "Because you're one of the few truely nice people i've met." and yet i still get treated like excrement i wish i didnt feel this way i do not want this but she only makes me feel unhappy and hate myself for being so stupid, so blind love doesn't exist there's only infatuation and women dangling the carrot of sexual ecstacy in men's faces and i stand alone the only fool who falls for it and the only one who feels the fires of my rapidly-burning soul little is left now just a handful of (male) friends fear/apprehention/distrust of women are left in the wake of the one named rhiannon