something isnt right
stew beth & todd dont seem to care when i arrive at dennys anymore
i dont think they want me around anymore
havent really had a conversation or done anything with beth for two weeks now
and i think todd & stew hate me
they say hi when i get there, and bye when i leave, but they dont notice when im there
i think ill stay away from dennys for a couple nights
seems to be what they want
ill be at home if anyone needs me
but tom is the only one who cares to check my page,
so they wont know that
as if theyll care where i am anyway
i didnt do anything particularly interesting since the last entry
hung out with tom for a few hours
saw P.I.L. on an american bandstand rerun (1980) tom taped
john lydon's band after the sex pistols broke up for good
damn funny. lydon made no attempt to hide the fact that AB makes their performers lip-synch.
pulled the whole audience onto the stage, wandered around, stared into cameras...
i love lydon. read his autobiography, Rotten : No Irish No Blacks No Dogs
a true account of the birth of punk rock, through lydon's own words
got my new contacts today
no more glasses
pink eye is gone
went to sleep from 4pm-9pm
going to sleep again soon.
christine got me a pass from r.t.
going back to high school around 12:30pm today
havent been there since september
gonna show r.t. my web pages
im gonna have fun printing them out
r.t. doesnt have a computer
im not sure why im keeping an online journal
i enjoy it, but....
i doubt anyone reads it, except for tom
have you been reading it?
id appreciate it
2:47am, 1/3/97
just checked stews page
seems that the "thing" between beth and i
"is over"
makes me wonder where he got the information
since i was never told that it was over
now i do know they hate me
11:19am, 1/3/97