id be lying if i said something interesting happened today
got up around 1:30pm
milled around
played C&C with my brother for maybe 2-3 hours
(i kicked his ass)
but then again he hasnt had as much practice as i have
i finished Rendevouz with Rama today
good book
(stew lent it to me)
im going to read the next book
although stew warned me it isnt that great
i had a strange feeling of happiness today
thinking about what the results of my talking to amy will be
worst case scenario?
best case scenrio?
fat chance of that last one, but who knows
talked to my sister today
shes been reading my journal entries
(they're compiling them into a book 8>)
suggested i start out with "you were in my dream" or something to that effect
im not sure what ill say at first
maybe hi hows it goin' whats your name what are you doing tonight etc
after i know if theres a chance ill let her know about the dream
sigh
i feel weird trying to guess what will happen
'cause if it fails ill be crestfallen
so im trying not to dwell on it too much
but since i have few distractions during the day, i think about it a lot
anyway...
ill be up at media play tomorrow
getting an application at the video world near it
so might as well stop in
do some more stalking
heh
i have a lot of driving to do tomorrow
collecting apps
hoping to get a job
i need money badly
hmph
shed better be there tomorrow, i dont want to dwell on the possibilities anymore
hope for the best!