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waxing philosophical

funny

i thought everything was going right

then everything comes crashing down

mastercard called

i have to pay them $776 by the 14th

i had to ask my dad for help

he had to get a loan

and wasnt very pleased with me

and im not too pleased with myself either

bad timing

but he did help me

and im grateful

hmm

im finding myself more attracted to rhiannon

every day

but i dont want to make any moves

cause im not sure if she feels the same

dilemma

im not going to worry or brood about it

whatever happens, happens

i just hope something WILL happen

blah!