accessing...

waxing philosophical

turned in my application at media play

with tom and my brother

saw her

the girl from my dream

through careful spying, tom & i discovered her name is amy

she walked by me

while i was looking for a god lives underwater cd

and tom says she "checked me out"

looked me over

i hope...

i will talk to her before the week is out

but i dont know if going there monday is a good idea

ive already been there two days in a row

but i really want to talk to her

sigh...

ill make a decision tomorrow

i just have this feeling

and of course the dream

that it could be the holy grail for me

a nice, lasting relationship

but ill never know if i dont talk to her

dont you love courting rituals?

went to the bowling alley

stew & tom & chris & kristie & eric

chris and i drank beer while watching them bowl

went to dennys after

not much happened

i discovered this morning that i had drank six beers last night

that explains the hangover

oh well

hmm

i will talk to her

i have to