| index | hmm june 1st
what was i doing in 1996 at this time... i cant remember! i was still dating sarah langlois i think my parents first mentioned the whole moving to iowa thing i wasnt going back to school in the fall i still had my 85 plymouth caravelle i still had terrible feelings of rejection concerning jeniffer fribush now look at me, a year later i went through two other relationships after sarah ended ours jenn became a really good friend, mostly 'cause i think she knows me best i drive an 86 chevy nova i live in iowa and the most recent (failed) relationship seems to have hurt me more than i realized... i got a letter from jenn the first words "im sorry about you and rhiannon" and i started crying im not sure why the whole thing with rhiannon hurt me so much maybe the way it started, she understood why i tend to be hurt so badly with relationships and she said i deserved better and then we were an item and then it ended up just like the rest "friends" speech ive heard so many times now i guess i had high hopes........doesnt seem like anyone i date thinks of it as a long term relationship... anyway, i think ive complained enough about my failures as far as females go some good news: my videocamera works! evidently the transport of it in my car from NY to IA fixed its viewfinder Tom has returned from Japan. Im hoping to convince him to come out here before the summer ends. Ill be seeing my brother in roughly two weeks. I cant wait to show him the Doctor Who stuff ive been able to tape out here and theres a job fair on wednesday at the local mall. an opening at the record store! and finally, i should be getting my final paycheck from toys r us. i need that $20 so i can try to pay my NYS taxes. ah well, live & learn... June 1st |