NO, NOT THE MIND PROBE!

sorry about the lack of entries, my sister, her duaghter/my neice, and my fathers mother were at the house this weekend, and my sister & baby slept in the room where the computer is. and i usually do my entries at night.

whats been going on?

not a lot

a couple days of rain, didnt go anywhere. hopefully ill run into those people at bruders today when i go down there.

been wrestling with demons from my past, mostly.

and i realized something odd

i think ive been having at least one out-of-body experience a month, for the past three months.

dont laugh

sometimes when im kalf-awake half-asleep, my eyes are shut and i know they're shut, im looking around the room from wher eim lying on the bed, and i can see everything clearly. its the weirdest sensation. i KNOW my eyes are closed, but i can see everything PERFECTLY. next time this happens im going to try to get up and move around...

it just shocked me when i made the connection. i had assumed they were just weird dreams. but last night, i wasnt really asleep. my eyes were shut.

and i could see the bedframe. the pillow. the nightstand.

i shudder thinking about it now, i had always assumed id never have any kind of mystical abilities other than sensing when a relationship falls apart.

odd

5/27 1:27pm central time