okai so i got drunk & melodramatic last night
i said & wrote some things i shouldntve
got a little carried away
but, ive made a decision
im going to stop getting emotion over the whole stew/beth thing
stewart has obviously made up his mind
that he does not like me that much anymore
so im not going to force him to change
he can believe what he wants about the whole thing
all i know
is that this has been a learning exbethence for me
ive learned my faults
in dealing with females
and ive made some mental notes
on not what to do anymore
so, im done bitchin'
'bout stewart
maybe he'll change
i still respect him and love him
but im dissappointed with his take on the whole thing
he made some preconceptions
and doesnt seem to want them altered
anyway...
woke up around 2:30pm
no hangover (thank god)
hung out with tom
took some photo's for our pages
we borrowed davis for the evening
went to the Grand Prix (a sort of auxiliay dennys)
played poker at tom's house
had a good conversation with davis about life & love & stuff
not a very exciting day, granted, but all the exciting stuff happens in my head
and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow...actually thats technically today...
5:36am, 1/8/97